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Some of my poems....



One lightning

And my world’s apart

My little beautiful world

A battle in the mind

A turmoil I cannot solve

Love like an ocean has

Engulfed me

I am drowned in the vast sea

Never to reach the shore

As I lost the ground

Oh! My beloved

How I wish I were yours

And  I am thrown again

By the big wave

Never to return

My deep inside cries silently

And I die silently

Tears come rolling down
Remembering those beautiful days
I knew somewhere deep down
It wasn't true anyway

I never though believed myself
Now with my shattered faith
Deep within when I delve
I see nothing but only pain

Those moments will not come back
It was a pure illusion
A mirage I thought to be real
In my state of delusion

That strong mind of mine
Is not strong anymore
Lesson that pain has taught
Every part of my being is sore

Still I cannot give up though
My strength to fight the truth
Why is reality so harsh
So hard to acccept, so crude

Why was it so beautiful
Why it all seemed that way
All wrapped up in velvet
Reality cannot change, they say

Accepting the harsh truth
Though is not an easy game
However hard it must be
Time changes when nothing's the same

So why to cry why to yell
I look within myself to see
The happiness is right here
It's I who has got the key.

To Be In Love...

The silver beam of moon light
Pierces through my heart
The twinkling stars send me
Millions of little sparks

The happiness dancing on toes
And sometimes the pearls of tears
I have been collecting
These priceless gifts for years

I bathe myself
In that light divine
My inner being screams
With joy and I shine

The pain gives me a pleasure
I surrender to give in
The music in my heart echoes
I dance with joy within

The world today seems
How so beautiful I wonder
I never noticed the beauty
How does life bewilder

How wonderful is, I realize
To be in Love
I found it afterall
The priceless treasure trove.


My Search

I wanted it for long
I wanted it to happen
I see it happening
And I cry with joy

How is life so beautiful
As beautiful it was
But I wander in search
Of beauty again

I would like to have it all
I look for the pearl
In the vast ocean of pearls
I have it but I don't

Do I have it? Or I don't?
I don't have that silk thread
Or the pin I yearn for so long
My never ending search

I am still looking for... 


The pain I feel
Why do I, often
An acute pain
Somewhere deep in

I bear the pain
I take the hurt
I cry in silence
Not saying a word

My wishes unfulfilled
My dreams shattered
I still love my pain
The origin is what matters

It's  the origin of it
Why I like my pain
It is the LOVE for thee
That' s behind my pain

It was a gift, now
The pain is my own
That hurt gives me
A pleasure unknown

I do love my pain
I accept it with heart
My life nurtured with
It is an inseparable part.



The dark clouds
That pass by
I wonder sometimes
How fast they fly?

A bright sunshine
Suddenly they cover
And in minutes
The darkness is over

Sometimes they give
The feeling of a chill
And without pouring
They go on their will

Sometimes they pour
And after they go
The beautiful sunshine
People enjoy more

Sorrow is like clouds
The darkness it brings
Doesn't stay for long
It flies away on wings

To enjoy the beauty
Of our beautiful life
One has to go through
The suffering of life

That's how one becomes
More pure, more true
That's the test of life
One has to go through.

Never Complete...
Never complete
Always looking for
A choice, the best
To fulfil the unfulfilled
Never true
Always in a world of illusion
Wearing a mask.

Try once
Stand naked
Bare without make up
And you know yourself
In this vast world
Totality is nothing
But completeness
A destination
Which you dont run after,
A period after any dream.

Dont dream and that is
The destination
Live now...
Now or never
Feel now , fulfil now
Or never, ever.


For a friend....

I know today
I am not perfect
The golden illusion
Disappeared but
A ray of light
Reached me today
To show the right path
and I know now
I am not supreme
I can be defeated
The path showed me
There are pits on the way
But falling gives a hope
you will rise one day
When I fell I knew
There is someone to see
That I get up to walk
There is someone to
Give me the hope
And I know now
I am not supreme
I am not perfect
But I am me
Someone told me today...